For so long, I wanted to reach this point and finally I got
what I want and deserve. I’m happy, satisfies and serene. All that hocus pocus
and contemplations about not getting what I want or who I want is finally OVER.
I’m saying it out loud not as a trial to silence the doubts inside of me. On
the contrary, I’m documenting this as a reminder in case I triple again to the
big black hole of sadness and boredom.
Finally, it occurred to me that it doesn’t matter having
what or who you want as long as you have what you need. For so long, I have
been wondering whether I was good enough for someone, for some job or for some
better socioeconomic status, and I have been missing the whole point! It’s not that
I wasn’t good enough; actually it was the other way round. Some people and
things are too small for my aspirations which I may seem to forget sometimes.
Thank you God for You have always chosen the right path for
me.
